Is it possible to meet the male version of yourself?  I think that I may have.  We’ll see what happens with that one.  I always get nervous meeting new guys because I have an overwhelming feeling that they will look at me and think I’m overweight.  I am technically overweight but I believe that I carry it well if that makes any sense at all.  I am confident in my personality and what I have to offer to the opposite sex but it always comes into play.

I have to get over this feeling now because I can’t let it affect anymore future relationships.