So to say that I have taken a break would be a lie or rather an understatement.  I have been having some serious issues getting back onto my life plan and have gained about 7 lbs.  I found myself eating a lot and not caring at all about the consequences until I started seeing photos.  

My arms, legs and stomach are the largest they have ever been and for the first time in my life, I am completely uncomfortable with my body.  This weekend I had a bit of a smack in the face back to reality.  Long story short I remembered how I felt when a guy gave me that attention and made me feel like I was the only girl in the room.  I then thought back on when I was a healthy weight and felt that way all the time without a guy’s attention.  I miss that.  I miss the feeling of just looking in the mirror and loving what I see.  No one will give you the time of day if you don’t feel great about yourself.  And if they do, it’s not because they like you…it’s because they are looking for other things.

Long story short, I decided to take matters into my own hands.  I’m done feeling sorry for myself, I’m done eating my emotions and I’m done being overweight.  I started back on Weight Watchers Points Plus today and I’m determined to stick to it.  

I’ll keep you all updated and hope you are all rockin’ out with yo sexy selves!

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